Friday, December 30, 2005

letting it all hang out

Well here I am ... out here for all to see. Weird way of annomously letting it all hang out. I am a self diagnosed food addict. I am also a fat girl because of this. I am hiding... the question is why ? Why have I done this to mysself and why can't I seem to stop. I know I have it in me... I quit smoking four years ago... just quit. Why can't I just quit this too? I seem to have always been in self destruct mode.... for as long as I can remember. in some form or another. Well this is my quest... my search... freedom of addiction...self destruction and fat! I have no idea where to go from this point.Do you?